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Well today has been very bad. Group therapy is only really helping me figure out why I am the bad person I have been for 21 years. Now, with no social support, and my increasing anger toward my parents, I almost see no reason to keep going. Suicide "attempts" in the past were just to get attention, but lately they're feeling very personal and real. If I do not accomplish my goals, it will partly be because of my parents stopping me from doing them for 15 years. I just don't know what I am going to do.
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