abaya

Same here. I'm 27, and was a virgin until I was 24. Sometimes I wish I could tell my younger self to go crazy, to not be such a freakin' evangelical... but that was who I was, and it was all part of who I was becoming... same thing with who I am today. So I don't think I'd tell my younger self to do anything different, really.

Okay, maybe to have at LEAST gone past 2nd base (even that was only a few times) with my college boyfriend, and to have relaxed and not freaked out about every little physical step with him. I could have had a lot more fun, instead of angst and existential dilemmas. But such was the life of a good Christian girl at the Christian university back then.

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And think not you can direct the course of Love;
for Love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
--Khalil Gibran