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I don't know who I am really. I am a white woman, which typically doesn't work for my advantage as a teacher when those are the first quotas to fill up. But I don't think of myself in term of race although I am aware that I'm a woman.
I grew up Baptist. I don't believe in organized religion anymore and I feel the gap of something missing...just not sure what yet.
I'm definitely American in the fact that I've never been out of the country, but I don't believe or agree with a lot fo American beliefs and customs. I often feel like a tourist just going through the motions of what society expects from me.
Yea, I think I would be a lot more complete if I knew who I was and what I identified with. My biggest stressor is money so that is a symbol that has a negative or positive reaction on me. No positive reactions lately though.
I guess I would be a human that is driven by money and searching for something to believe in and hoping I find it before I die. I'm a lot more than that, but that is the first thing that came to mind.
**I'm under a lot of extra stress right now though so these thoughts are probably skewed by cloudy, tired thinking. Since I don't know who I am, I tend to change a lot depending on outside circumstances. One day I want to be content and calm...that's my life goal.**
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Whatever did happen to your soul?
I heard you sold it
Choose Heaven for the weather and Hell for the company
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