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Originally Posted by Seznec
I know. The problem is that this "problem" is huge. I read books with hundreds of pages and documentries over duzend of hours. It is really hard to really understand this. Alltough the problem is so simple.
I have to admit I could of written it better, but I tend to get carried away and after rewriting everything it took 4 hours. The first version was even for me horrible. I am really not a good writer and english is unfortunately not my first language.
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It's alright, I understood most of your post. Thanks.
My biggest problem is I'm too afraid of everyone. Also, my voice breaks extremely easy for some reason, so that makes me feel like a fool. It makes it hard for me to say something off the top of my head to someone because I'm worried it will come out funny. If my voice worked better, I wouldn't be so scared. That, and I'm always worried I'm going to say something that annoys people. I have a tendency to say odd things, and friends who are now gone have bashed me in the past. So, I'm just scared everywhere I go. I'm scared to be myself because I don't like the person I am. It's very complicated, but when I am proud of myself, I can stand in front of anybody and be myself.
It's such a scary thought to be my self because I do things very strangely. I'm scared of what could happen.