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Thanks, people. Earlier this week I was doing a very good job of staying positive - for the first time in years I was relaxed.
But, as the days pass with nobody to talk to but myself, suicide becomes the most immediate option. I will probably not do it - I will continue to get straight A's and graduate college as scheduled. Once I'm out, then I will get a job and wait for my parents to die so I can kill myself without guilt.
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