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glooper23 · 01-08-2007, 01:04 AM

Thanks for the information, ratbastid. I woke up this morning around 3:00 AM because I couldn't stop thinking about that. It bothers me that it could be a medical condition because I know the causes. I know what causes me to be so afraid, so it's a matter of me stopping those.

One thing that I've been thinking about, over the past hour, is that I take myself way too seriously. When I used to have decent friends in middle school, I was a very happy go-lucky kid. Then, as the tension in my house got worse, I became very angry and sad. Those feelings were then quelled through needing to feel accepted at school. That feeling of being accepted came via the girl I fixated on and athletics. Whenever someone put me down in high school, I took it very seriously.

So, I think what I need to do is not take a lot of things so seriously.

01-08-2007, 01:04 AM	#22 (permalink)
glooper23 Banned	Thanks for the information, ratbastid. I woke up this morning around 3:00 AM because I couldn't stop thinking about that. It bothers me that it could be a medical condition because I know the causes. I know what causes me to be so afraid, so it's a matter of me stopping those. One thing that I've been thinking about, over the past hour, is that I take myself way too seriously. When I used to have decent friends in middle school, I was a very happy go-lucky kid. Then, as the tension in my house got worse, I became very angry and sad. Those feelings were then quelled through needing to feel accepted at school. That feeling of being accepted came via the girl I fixated on and athletics. Whenever someone put me down in high school, I took it very seriously. So, I think what I need to do is not take a lot of things so seriously.