I am so sorry to hear that you have to endure this pain. There is nothing anyone can say or do to help really, but give support and help you through this time by letting you go through the mourning process.
I know, from experience, how you can be racked with guilt after a death when you think that you could have prevented it from happening or helped in some way. But that is unfair to you and you must realize that it is not your fault.
I learned that I finally had to let it go. After beating myself up for years, I realized that what is done and done and there is nothing I can do to change the past. However, I try to prevent anything like that from happening now by being a better friend. You never know what is going to happen or how long any of us have on this Earth.
*hugs* Things will get better and I send you the strength to overcome these times.
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Whatever did happen to your soul?
I heard you sold it
Choose Heaven for the weather and Hell for the company
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