i sent him a text on boxing day telling him i hope he had a nice christmas and have a happy new year. he replied "who that?", so i decided to call him but he got his friend to answer the phone then hung up. i called back twice but he still wouldn't answer his and got his friend to answer it. after that i broke into tears and decided to delete his number.
then at 2.30am i got a call from him, but all he said was "hello..... hello" and he diguised his voice. i bet he was drunk. i guess i just wanted to know how he was doing.
i was the one to end the relationship but a couple of months later i changed my mind, but by then i guess it was too late. he was the first person i'd been with for a long time. before he came along i was still wanting my ex ex ex ex back.
i knew i shouldn't have tried to contact him again but stupidness got the better of me. although he won't answer my calls or reply to my texts, up until about a month ago he was still talking to me via msn under a disguise. he doesn't know that i know that it's him so i just went along with the pretence and hoped that he'd talk to me as himself soon enough. he was on msn yesterday under his disguise name and he signed off as soon as i signed on.
i need to get over him and move on cos i can't continue to feel like this. i wish time would move faster
