Those of you who have read my previous posts may know that in a time of financial desperation I faced a similar dilemma. I quote:
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Originally Posted by Sharon
There is a bit of history to me which may be relevant. When I was 18, I decided to assert my independence and spend a year backpacking around the world. It didn't take long before I realised I had no idea how to handle money or cope in foreign countries, and one night, completely broke, I walked into a club which said they were looking for girls. I ended up working there for two months. Let me just say that if you know any girls who are considering stripping, please try to persuade them not to. I was never forced to have sex with a customer, but at least at the club I was at, touching was allowed to the point where it was more or less sex to me anyway.
I never told my family what I did, and only a couple of my closest friends know.
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Now I realise that there are some girls who manage to participate in this industry and live healthy lives, seemingly unaffected by it. I'm not one of them, and I wish to God that I could undo it... it's not the only thing I've done that's messed me up, but it certainly broke a few boundaries and is a big part of it.