I do compare myself to other women, I can't help it.
Before I was pregnant I used to constantly get the comment from other women "you are so skinny, blah, blah, blah" it was so annoying. They would even tell me I needed to put some weight on. Out of jealousy I guess. I don't know that I will ever be back to a size 4 but I hope I can be.
I am like abaya in that I really don't put any effort into my appearance due to laziness. It would take a really big event for me to apply makeup or do anything to my hair. I am most comfortable in jeans and tanks and tees and nothing on my face. Makeup to me feels like a mask!
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