I've had the fantasy of being with two guys many times, but it's one of those fantasies that (and I don't know if any of you do this, as well) when I think about
them happening in reality, I imagine all the little practical matters or weird things that might make them not as hot as my imagination can make them. Like, in my head, a scenario with two guys would be scripted and they would behave just the way I want them to. In reality, this is not so likely and could lead to awkwardness and disillusionment with the whole thing. It's like, if it's a really good reliable fantasy, I'd hate to ruin it with a less enchanting reality, lol.
Don't know if any of that makes any sense...eh.
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