I hate feeling like I'm the center of attention so I rarely dance in public. The only times I have recently done so, were with an old boyfriend and with a few drinks in me. I have to admit it was fun but a little intimidating. Why? Because I really suck. I feel like there's too much pressure on me to be good since I'm a woman. Maybe it's all in my head, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm being watched and found wanting when I dance. Maybe when I'm 40 and men don't look at me as much.
Anyway, the only dancing I currently do is secret dancing when I think no one is looking.
