I would strongly consider how strong a relationship REALLY can be without complete honesty. That means no lies of omission either. It's crazy but when you keep secrets, especially the big ones, from a partner you tend to begin to distrust the partner. Depending on the emotional level of commitment between partners- I wouldn't tell every guy that I dated that "hey I used to screw for money" but I would definately tell a long term partner about portions of my past that had a very big impact on how I came to be who I am. If you want to commitment you must be willing to be open and honest or the relationship is flawed from the beginning.
Don't do it. You said yourself that it doesn't turn you on, it's not something that you actually want to do, and if that's the case, don't do it. I don't personally see prostitution as morally disgusting, just as another job with unpleasant working conditions. That said, if you don't really feel comfortable with the job, don't do it.
I know there are others out there that are telling you about screwing up your physical/mental health, however I don't believe that is always an accurate assumption. You can be a prostitute that doesn't get any more screwed up in the head or STDs if you are actually doing something you want and being careful about it, but if your doing something you dont want to for money then at some point you will be screwing up your psyche.
Listen to me, I've had 4 psychology classes and suddenly I'm dispensing wisdom like I have any to give? All advice given from me is given with good intent, but i'm screwed up and frequently talk out of my ass. Just my 2 cents, take it for what its worth.
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