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A year ago I'd have said - children. My heart has been to work with children for the past 20 years and that's all I've done. I can't do that anymore. I'm wore out. The kids are becoming a job and not much more. I still find some joy in them but I don't feel the elation or the sense of accomplishment after a day with them that I once felt. I'm tired. Tired of life and stuggle right now. Yet I'm not ready to give up. I guess I live for me at the root of it all. I know there's more for me to enjoy, do, learn, and make a difference in this world yet. What it is? I do not know right now.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma. 
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