I'm sorry to hear about your problem. It's obviously a hang up she has, but she is being immature. Her response is very childish and I think is just meant to leave you wondering what the hell she means by it, and also to make you doubt yourself ("you don't know yourself", that's pretty lame.) It will probably be very painful but if she continues to not want to communicate, I think you should move on.Why is it so hard to find someone compatible right? Life really sucks sometimes.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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