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I live because I never know if tomorrow will be better than today.
So ... does that mean I live for (or because of) curiosity?
I have a wife and daughter but I think there's too much pressure on them for me to say that I live for them. They don't need that kind of responsibility; because that may also make them responsible for my sadness. Does that make sense? No one is responsible for my sadness or my happiness but me. It breaks my heart to think that I might not be there for them ... so it's certainly a factor. I do devote my life to them, but that's completely different than saying I live "for" them.
Sometimes (like just the past few days) I feel completely empty inside; but I've lived long enough to know that the emptiness is only temporary.
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