After years of going after men who I knew were wrong for me because I thought that was all I was worthy of, I finally came to the conclusion I was worth more than that. It took me losing everything I hold dear in my life... my parents, my family home, almost my life to see that I was worth more than that. After a year of severe depression, I pulled myself up by my bra straps and took a look at my life. I dont want to grow old alone because I kept ending up in dead end relationships. I met a man online and after chatting with him for 9 months, I traveled 5000 miles to Germany to meet him and spend a month with him. We knew as soon as we touched we were meant to be together. When I returned to the states, I cried half way across the ocean, I left my heart behind with him. He treated me with such respect and care I didnt know what to do. He couldnt believe that I was alone that no one wanted me. We are making plans for me to join him in the spring to begin our life together. He truly swept me off my feet and when we talk on the computer every day for at least 2 hours, it is like it was before I went, always something new... we are truly soul mates. I love him and he loves me and I feel so lucky to have found him. Two years ago I never would have felt worthy of his love. He makes me feel so special.
