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humiliation story... and how to get over it?
Well... Ive been seeing this girl for about six months, and now I find out that she was also seeing her ex boyf (or not so ex perhaps) on and off throughout it, and now we have broken up over her refusal to stop going round his house and staying the night there.
It's... idk... in an objective sense I can see like its a good thing to end this way if it has to end, cos after the first kind of shock of her absence, at least Im not gonna be wanting her back... but right now I just feel shamed, humiliated.... like, almost I feel like everyone in the world is taking the piss out of me.
I mean, Im not saying I want to turn violent over it and go and hit the guy or anything, but I just feel bad and like Ive been made a fool of and there is no way to get back.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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