I don't know what to say about the bi-polar disorder thing and it is best to follow your doctor's advice in that regard.
However, as long as you think yourself to be a victim, you will be one. After all you are a winner in the game of life on this planet and it is probably time you realized it and make the best of your good fortune.
Of all the ancient species on this planet your ancestors survived even though 99% of them became extinct. Of all the primates your ancestors made it to human status. Of all the humans your ancestors survived at least to the time you were born. Against all odds you made it. You surely must have ingrained in you the ability to thrive and prosper. Everyone in your lineage has found a way.
IMHO, if someone bitches because they think you are too nice that's their problem, you are who you are. I don't think you have to fight every bully out there to still have self respect and confidence in your self. You cannot always control the actions of others but you can control your perspective on things.
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