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Old 09-22-2006, 09:35 AM   #28 (permalink)
shesus
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I don't know if I'm the type of person ever to say I trust you when it comes to secrets. I don't have many secrets...they never stay secrets so what is the point in having them. Pretty much if I 'try' to hide something, it's really not hidden so deeply that people can't find out about them if they take minimum snooping efforts.

Trusting people with my feelings and actually becoming friends with people though is where it comes down to trust for me. JJ and I have a strong relationship and it has been through a lot and keeps getting to newer levels. He knows everything about me and I sometimes wonder why he is still around. I've been friends with one girl for over 15 years, but we don't talk much lately because we live 14 hours apart and just are in different phases of life. But the last time I saw her I broke down to her and told her a lot. I rarely cry, but I did to her so she is another person that I suppose I trust with my feelings.

Other than that, I tell my mom a lot, but I didn't always trust her with the way I felt about things. That has changed in the past year.

So, I guess there are only a few people that actually know me although I have no secrets. Maybe that sounds weird, I don't know...there's me and then the inside messy me that has all the good and bad. If a person knows that side of me, then at one time I trusted them and probably still do.
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