BBtB, it sounds to me like you have given up thinking . . . . . . . surrendered your free-will . . . . . stopped trying. You need more resolve and determination. Dont think its all out of your control and that you dont matter. Dont just watch the 'spin of the wheel' . . . . . . . make your OWN mind up. And dont assume that others are 'deluded' just becuase you dont understand their life-choices . . . . . . . they might be cleverer than you!
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