The only time I got into a fight I also ended up on my back. I got lucky and got one kick in at my attacker's knee and luckily he backed off. It was someone I knew at the time though, not just some thug. Even so the scene replays in your mind so many times and it stays with you in every confrontation after.
Whatever you do, if you find yourself getting panic attacks or not being able to work past the adrenaline rush you get in every parking lot or similar setting, please find a counselor to share with. If not, you will be less prepared to handle it in the future.
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma.
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