ok, so I talked to the PS on monday....just to check on a few things....all paper work was submitted to the insurance on the 24th so now we play the waiting game. He said he is going to take a minimum of 600 grams out of each breast.
Meanwhile I have stoped smoking....as of 8/27/06 at 10 pm I am a non smoker...and Im in hell. If anyone had told me that I was going to have every single withdrawal symptom a smoker can have and then some....I dont know that I'd have done this....this has to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my entire life. cocaine was easier to give up...I actually had to call in sick to work yesterday
I have hot flashes and sweats really bad
my head aches horribly
my teeth feel like someone is driving nails thru them into my gums
my mouth tastes like all I have done is chew on aluminum foil, which in turn makes eating pretty pointless
I can smell everything SO well its making me sick to my stomach
I cannot stand to hear the sound of human voices
All I want to do is sleep
Im really dizzy and my brain wont concentrate(this HAS lessened some by the consumption of half a bottle of apple juice)
Dave doesnt even have all the problems I do....I think when I feel better I shall have to punish him for that lol
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I want the diabetic plan that comes with rollover carbs. I dont like the unused one expiring at midnite!!
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