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i used to talk about the most useless shit with my old buddies and i would laugh till my belly hurt. but ive become a boring person who doesnt find anything interesting. its like ive lost everything, and dont feel like making an effort. like u know how u get bored, but am too lazy to do anything?
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I went through the same exact thing. Seriously, word for word.
I think you need to just keep hanging around the people you do right now. After awhile you'll feel more comfortable, and know what to joke about. The rest sounds like depression. I've been struggling with that until a few weeks ago, over my vacation. I honestly can't explain how I got out of it, I just did it was strange. Alot of things seemed to be going my way, and then one day it just hit me. I think you really need to think hard about something you would enjoy doing in the area of sports, or some sort of activity with other people you like. Try learning a new instrument so you can get in on your friends' band. I still struggle with it from time to time, but martial arts is what really fuels me right now.
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