i just dont have anything to talk about. its not that i think im smarter, in fact one of the dude at the table has a phD in math and is pursuing phD in physics right now. its that i feel like im supposed to talk more, but i cant find anything that is worth talking about. its like im not doing what im supposed to. i used to talk about the most useless shit with my old buddies and i would laugh till my belly hurt. but ive become a boring person who doesnt find anything interesting. its like ive lost everything, and dont feel like making an effort. like u know how u get bored, but am too lazy to do anything? i had flatmates who started a band, but i dont play any musical instruments, and i dont drink so i cant rly click with them. used to have a roomate who plays pool everyday, but im not interested either. i dont even have much of a preference for food, i just eat! the only real thing that interests me now are video games, but i get bored of them easily too.
i do talk to em, but only a few lines and thats it. but i'll sort it out eventually. im even more worried about my studies, the load is a bit overwhelming for my memory. i just need to find somewhere i belong, i guess. that'll take time, but it should go alright. usually i just push this outta my mind and it becomes alright, but i cant run away from facts.
thanks for replying people.
anyone else having/had the same situation as me, feel free to post here. i guess 'talking' about it helps. sigh.