Ch'i

I cannot stand going to school anymore. Cannot stand it, cannot stand it, cannot stand it. Socially it's great, but that aspect is so far outweighted by the fact that it's slow, wastes my time, and hardly teaches me anything, that I can no longer ignore it. It is so fucking unbearable. Everytime I sit in a class room taking notes my teacher is reading out of a math book because they hardly know the subject, which adds to the "lack of care" sensation, I feel as if my life is literally wasting away at that stupid fucking desk. Normally I get one-two teachers who know what they're doing/talking about and actually have opinions, different methods, and insightful information on the topic they're teaching. My friends, and these few good teachers, are what normally give me sustenence during the school year. But this year the latter is lacking and It's driving me nucking futs. In my mind, right now, the only reason to go to school is because I am leagally bound to. I usually have alot of patience, but that patience is running very, very thin. This school system also reminds me of a "set societal precedent" that I have come to very much dislike.

Needless to say, school really pisses me off right now.