Doctor_Max I feel bad for you dude.
You lover her to death and always will in some place in your heart. You have had some pretty amazing times with her - memories that will never be taken from you but may seem tainted for a while.
As much as you love her you have to love yourself too. If the two of you were ever really serious about marriage you would not be experiencing this heartache now. YOU may have been in the right mindset but she clearly wasn't.
I feel bad for you man. I lost my true love this summer too. It is time to pick up and move on brother, regardless of the pain. If all you do in a day is wake up and think - I am in a shitty situation but I refuse to stand in this heap of shit, you are doing fine. Move forward!
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