A person should not be in a relationship akin to an insurance policy. As others have said, you're a back-up plan. She wants to go do what she wants to do (and it's likely not just one guy, either, I hate to tell you) and then when she's done, she'll come back to you, who is waiting, and marry you. Then you have to hope she won't cheat on you once you're married.
Run away. It's gonna hurt, and I know you love her, but she's using you as a backup. You're not a backup, you're a person. Run far away, don't take her back, and chalk this up to worldly experience.
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