|
Well, yay for her for not actually cheating on you... but honestly, she is just using you as insurance.
"Honey, I love you and want to be with you, but I don't want to BE with you be with you... I don't want to be 100% committed to you so I'm going to go screw around with someone else, but don't be mad at me because I want to screw you too"
It's like... love is an all or nothing thing. You can't love someone and then only give them 75% of yourself. Honestly I think you're both too young to know what true love is and what it means to have the type of committed relationship that is required to have a happy, stable marriage. She's your first girlfriend- that means you're inexpierenced when it comes to relationships. Go get some more expierence, and in a year or two you'll look back on your relationship with her and be like "I thought that was being in love? That was a load of bullshit, that's what that was."
__________________
Sage knows our mythic history, King Arthur's and Sir Caradoc's
She answers hard acrostics, has a pretty taste for paradox
She quotes in elegiacs all the crimes of Heliogabalus
In conics she can floor peculiarities parabolous -C'hi
|