man, tough stuff. basic needs are pretty ikportant and your finances are part of that. you can usually suck it up and deal with many things you don't like but you sure can screw up if you get in a bad cycle of poverty. if you are scraping by and one bad financial thing happens, that cycle can begin.
do you have a long term vision? having that usually allows you to make better short term decisions from a factual rqther than emotional place. and right now with the girl friend thing and hating your job you are obviously quite emotional.
why don't you give things some time so you can see more clearly. do some meditation, take some yoga classes. i'm sure there are a few positive things at work you can focus on to help you get past the things you dislike so much until you are able to take the next step.
good luck and don't do anything short term you will regret later. get some perspective. see a therapist who will help you see things objectively. and remember the long-term objectives.
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