JJ, I think that is what i needed to hear. Exactly what i needed to hear. I guess I'm so worried about not being able to produce the financial stability needed to support Ash and a child. And that scares me a lot. And also our futures depend on our bodies and our freedom (atleast our immediate futures) and I think that scares us too; especially her, a dancer/student actress, she needs to be able to be 110% physically and emotionally. Me, I'm just a student actor, so the emotions could always come in handy, but the obligation to my family would throw any chance of a small career out the window (not that I would veiw a child as a burdon, but i don't know any other way to describe it) It's not so much about being irrisponsible and then whining about it as most of the posters on here have responded to. I just want to be the best man i can be for her and possibly a child and at my age it's hard to deal with that. I came here for support from my peers and thanks JJ; you gave me that. I really appriciate that.
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