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Well, I'm not so sure. Her saying she doesn't deserve you and that you should move on if the opportunity arises and always backing away from you doesn't sound good to me. I may be exaggerating but I feel that even though it all seems perfect to you, it may not be perfect for her. She may not be ready, and probably is too insecure and doubtful right now to make her mind up to share herself with you as well as herself and her children. I'd say wait, if you feel this strongly, but it may not work out. I think you're on the edge of the "friend zone". But I hope not and maybe she's just been so hurt in the past that she's really scared to dive in, so to speak.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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