Her problem killed our relationship, and I didn't even know it was there still. It's closing in on our friendship, and I'll be damned if I let it take complete control over her life. I'm at the point where I don't care if I lose her friendship or any chance of ever having her as a lover again, I just want her to fix herself and strive to the potential that she is capable of. Life is such a bitch sometimes.
And Rodney you're correct and that's what I plan on doing, I'll help her by means of personally doing it, not expecting her to do it hrself.
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Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
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