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warrrreagl · 07-27-2006, 08:16 AM

Hi, my name is warrrreagl, and I'm fat.

And pretty ashamed of it too. I hate the way I look. I have no excuses, but there are plenty of reasons. My wife deserves better (she's in great shape) and my cats deserve better (they have nightmares that I'll step on their tails). I lose weight from time to time and get close to my target, but then something goes wrong, my weight shoots back up, and I end up weighing more than I did when I started.

My father is in FANTASTIC shape and he runs, lift weights, walks, bicycles, etc. He's 74 and looks younger than I do, so I can't blame it on genetics. I'm just a disgusting fat-body. I don't want to be. I'd LOVE to be smaller because I really like wearing nice clothes and I want to be healthier for my family.

It's hard. I know that I need to simply eat less and excercise more, but the routines always fall apart after a few days. I can cognitively tell you EXACTLY what I need to do and should be doing, but I just can't make myself stick with it. And what's even worse is that I get nasty with Grancey when she tries to help out, so she's totally lost as to what to do.

Me, too.

Blame me for the stretched-out MRI's.

07-27-2006, 08:16 AM	#12 (permalink)
warrrreagl pinche vato Location: backwater, Third World, land of cotton	Hi, my name is warrrreagl, and I'm fat. And pretty ashamed of it too. I hate the way I look. I have no excuses, but there are plenty of reasons. My wife deserves better (she's in great shape) and my cats deserve better (they have nightmares that I'll step on their tails). I lose weight from time to time and get close to my target, but then something goes wrong, my weight shoots back up, and I end up weighing more than I did when I started. My father is in FANTASTIC shape and he runs, lift weights, walks, bicycles, etc. He's 74 and looks younger than I do, so I can't blame it on genetics. I'm just a disgusting fat-body. I don't want to be. I'd LOVE to be smaller because I really like wearing nice clothes and I want to be healthier for my family. It's hard. I know that I need to simply eat less and excercise more, but the routines always fall apart after a few days. I can cognitively tell you EXACTLY what I need to do and should be doing, but I just can't make myself stick with it. And what's even worse is that I get nasty with Grancey when she tries to help out, so she's totally lost as to what to do. Me, too. Blame me for the stretched-out MRI's. __________________ Living is easy with eyes closed.