Hi I've got myself into a really really wierd situation at a party I was pretty drunk and got a bit flirty with 2 guys I'm really good friends with. I went back to their place as there flat mates but I go over there place quite a bit anyway so it wasn't out of the norm, but the subject got onto who was the best kisser and they kissed me and then it quickly developed into a threesome well the 2 of them taking me they didn't do anything with each other, but the problem is its kept happening for the past 3 months on a regular basis.
Im not sure what to do as I care about both of them and I'm really addicted to having sex with them both too, Some might think I lucky but its started to feel messed up and I don't know how to see a future in it, but when I see them I feel in love and they give me so much love and attension my life would just seem dull without them.
Its really difficult in public too and I can't tell my friends
help!