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Originally Posted by MEAD
I took a few hits with two of my friends and after I few minutes I went into a intense panic attack that lasted hours. Luckily my friends were there for me to get me through it. I thought I was losing my mind and was incredbily scared. I woke up the next morning still not feeling right. I had a sense that things werent exactly real. I was somehow removed from reality. I had trouble concerntrating and was anxious and worrisome about it all. It was not very pleasent. Eventuallt over the course of a fews days those worries disappeared and my life went basicly back to normal.
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Paranoia is a normal side-effect of marijuana.
No offense here, but... you seem sort of high strung. I've know some particularly tense individuals to have a hard time letting themselves relax into a high and enjoy it. They're always worrying about what it's doing to them, how weird they feel, whether they'll be okay. Add to that the distorted perceptions that pot causes, and you've got the makings of a Grade A panic attack. Sounds pretty normal to me.
The effects of pot only last a little while, but panic can last for days, no sweat.
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However, a few days ago I was overcome with that same fear that I was losing my grip on reality, perhaps in danger of losing my mind. (Going crazy has always been my worst fear.)
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Yeah... It could very well be that, both tempermentally and because of things you decided through your experience with your sister, psychoactives just aren't for you.