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Lots of thoughts are going through my head. I really did enjoy myself and am glad that this was a first for both of us -- it made things more special.
I am not huge on direct clitoral stimulation. A-matter-of-fact, we started out by playing with an anal, clitoral, vaginal vibrator. Lebell had to take it out as the clit thing was really hurting me! I was scared he would stop. Happily, he didn't. He used a bullet with an attachment for my anal and fingered my vagina. After I came, he asked if he could "fuck" my "ass." I was scared as my ex tried it once when drunk and that HURT! But I said yes. I was already well lubed, but Lebell added more. He slowly slid in me. I concentrated on relaxing (hard to do!) Once in he moved slowly and I relaxed more. I soon realized that I wanted something in my vagina as well, so I started to finger myself -- but it was too late. Next time I will have a vibrator ready for sure.
Rest assured, we had such a good time that Lebell was able to wash up and get it up soon after, satisfying me again too.
I was sore for a couple of hours -- kind of like when you take a hard poop. But by the next morning, it was nothing.
I am looking forward to fucking Lebell in the ass and in having him do me again, and again, and again, and . . .
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If you can go deeply into lovemaking, the ego disappears. That is the beauty of lovemaking, that it is another source of a glimpse of god
It's not about being perfect; it's about developing some skill at managing imperfection.
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