Jinn, your anger, hurt, and defensiveness in every single one of your posts stands out to me as the most significant part of this thread. I can't pay attention to anything you are actually saying, because all I hear is sheer negativity issuing forth from your mind. I can't really take you seriously until you respond in a more rational, more vulnerable, and less emotional manner.
EDIT: I'm aware that you're not the only one who is responding emotionally. But, from all those who have responded in that manner, they have 'fessed up and expressed their weakness. I have yet to see yours, since you seem dead set on keeping it under wraps.
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And think not you can direct the course of Love;
for Love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
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