It's disappointing to see time pass you by. When you see friends fall by the wayside it makes the time passing even more obvious. If you really want to talk to your friend write him a letter, explain that you were too down to even try to explain to him your melancholy that night. That you needed him more than ever but that what he'd said made you feel so much worse that you couldn't get the words out. I have a feeling, judging by his 'attack', that he was jealous of your 'new friends' and that he was feeling alone too. Maybe he needed your friendship as much as you needed his?
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"Always learn the rules so that you can break them properly." Dalai Lama
My Karma just ran over your Dogma.
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