I'm the same way. I've been cheated on, and I was the exact same way. I needed to know all the gory details just so I could deal with it and move on rather than having my imagination going nonstop.
I can't lie, it was painful knowing all the info, but at least my mind would stop churning it over and over again.
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"Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws."
--Plato
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