Originally Posted by onesnowyowl

To me, the sensation of the chemical imbalance coming on is kind of...obvious. It's like I go, hmm, something isn't right here. I absolutely notice the shift from normal to abnormal. Of course, in my case, it's VERY predictable--always happens in October, and I have to be on the medication through April. But even if I weren't thinking about the timing--I can sense it. Procrastination becomes all too tempting. My level of accomplishment decreases (though is still great compared to some), and I want to sleep a lot more.

None of these things have anything to do with outside forces I have control over--unless you think I can control the weather.