Port, sounds like you are getting sucked into EVE like the rest of us. You should be well past 1 million SP by now. Believe me, I have been playing a little over a year and I am still learning things. Even with 15 million skillpoints, it's a drop in the bucket. Always will be a ship I can't fly, and a gun I can't use.
Chytrak
EvE name: Das Haagen