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One is responsible for there own actions whatever they may be. I was a good boy and found love, lust, free-spiritness, thrills and rushes in the "BOTTLE"...I got away with it for many years and was functioning. But then I crashed, due to continually trying to justify and extend the risk factors involved..
Cheap, smelly vial,anonymous, etc..sex hunting for my own personal down-low answers to the "why" me questions.
No own could answer those questions I had but me, no one, people tried, I went to treatment and did "quit those behaviours"... but still my soul was empty.
The most important single thing I did an found by stopping, was to find clearity..I self evaluated myself, hard very hard...And then and them, was I able to start off freshly. From scratch, I was slowly able to peel away the layers of stupidity of my actions, strive to actively seek positive creative influences into my life and repair the damages I have done to myself and others.
Just one mans journey, and letting you know that your guilt can be conquered, if YOU, choose to
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LEATHER, LATEX and LACE "SSC"
"Nothing That Gives Pleasure is Bad"
Quality is for those who know
what they want and are at peace with what they have.
"S/M is about emotion; the erotic tension between my impulse toward something and my resistance against it."-- Virginia Barker
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