Thanks everyone for the support. I have told her how I feel but I don't think she believes my changes yet. I don't think she believes I'm going to stay this way. I just hope she allows us enough time to try and fix things. She seems very restless. I on the other hand have totally exposed myself. I'm falling more in love with her daily and I'm not holding anything back. I want to hold her so badly but she's not comfortable with that so after she falls asleep at night I put my arms around her just so I touch her. If she does end up leaving me I'm going to be crushed so hard. Maybe I deserve it.
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