Okay... Just cause I'm the fucked up one around here...
Let me get this straight, you just walked up to random men and asked if they would have sex with you in a bathroom stall for free? In my book, that's pretty badass. Every person here has been sitting in a coffee shop, in line at the post office, or where ever else you can think of and thought about this. I'm dreamed about women coming up to me and askin' me this. I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense here but... I'm a little excited.
If you don't feel good about what you did... seek professional help. If you think your regret will fade in tim... let it go. No need to dwell on something like this. You were safe... I know most people wouldn't have used condoms. I'm pretty sure that would have been the last thing on my mind.
And if you do it again... you know as well as I do... it's not gonna be the same. And if it is... you have an addiction you need to work out.
And all I can think about is... I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
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