Thanks, abaya, ASU2003 , and Cynthetiq.
And great tips!
I like walking so I do that sometimes but it hasn't helped me in having a higher self esteem
And I really hate exercising and weight lifting...
I try to talk in group setting but I always end up saying things that I really dont mean, or aren't true, or just dumb things that shouldn't of been said..making me more embarrassed and mouthshut during the rest of the time.
Even with interviews, I say things that shouldn't of been said and will only make me a bad candidate.
I was once asked to teach in an elementary school and I unconsciously blurbed out that i'm not a good teacher...well, after that..whenever I go for an interview as a teacher, i never get the job,lol.
I'm looking more into office work (b/c I'd rather use a comp than just meet new people
) and maybe afterwards as I gather enough courage and self-esteem I can look into better jobs.