Thank you all for your replies. You have all pretty much got it right. I am being more of a parent supporting her than a partner. I have been letting her walk all over me. And i know you are all probably getting tired of this, but the reason i have been acting like this is a fear of losing her........but i am starting to realize that i have all but lost her already, so what the hell......? I might as well try to keep my dignity through all of this, rather than let her take that too. I do intend to get my balls back, and i am commited to setting up a time where we talk all of this shit out, regardless of the outcome. Thanks again to all of you. I will keep you posted.
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