Cherish what you got is my opinion, don't chuck it away because you think that it's not supposed to work just because shes your first. I've heard of people being togehter from 16 and dying together, adn they were each others firsts.
Whether shes your first, or your 4th or your 15th, It doesn't matter, you will know inside you if she is the one. its not something u have to experience, you just know, deep down inside, and if she is the one, things will work out, and unravel themselves, if they already havent
Altho i did fall into the trap of falling for my first girl, i was with her for 9 months, there was a lot of drama that happened between us, but i stayed with her because i felt i couldnt get anything else, and made myself believe that she was right for me, and we were right. I stayed because i had been so lonely before we got together and wanted a gf so badly, that when one came around, i clung, and boy did i cling good
and i regret it, we are not together any more and i wished i had finished it sooner cause its made it a lot harder. Also her leaving me for someone else didnt make it a whole lot easier
What i can see, between you and this girl, is not clingyness, but mutual love and compassion (ps i do know koochy irl, and ive heard him talking about her so yer ;D).
In saying that tho, do think about it.
I do find it odd her saying that tho, it's a weird one, its either because she cares about you a lot, and wants you to be happier about your self, and wants to risk it, to make you happy, or she does want to try other things herself. I honestly dont know.
well thers my 5 cents anyway, as corny as it may sound
p.s go my first TFP post
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