I so understand what you mean MEAD. I've liked this guy from afar for years - I'm associated with him through my work but he doesn't work for the same company. And when we first met, I was pregnant and we were both married, so you know, he's cute, but .... 3 years on, we hook up but he's now gone back to his wife, for circumstances I can fully understand.
However, I in hindsight, I should never have gone there, because I CANNOT stop thinking of him and wanting to see him. We had very little in common except for 1 thing and he thinks mainly of himself, which I've noticed alot of late, but some screwed up reason, I can't get him out of my mind. I guess it's the whole cliche saying 'every girl wants a bad boy' - nice to have for a bit, but not forever ........... but I can't help it. I'd like that 'bit' to last just a bit longer.
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ciao bella!
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