Wow Chris -- I've followed this thread off and on and never felt like I had much to add -- everyone else is so right on.
But this time no one has said the obvious -- Trisha's suicide is NOT your fault! People like her are going to do what they are going to do! You are now responsible for living and loving. Love yourself, your girls and your woman. They are a blessing. Take care of you for them -- they need you and they need you healthy, not guilty. You are an amazing person. Be sad, feel the pain, but don't allow guilt to take over! You deserve what you have!
Best of luck and keep us posted, as always.
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